today... was a mixture of emotions for me.
how would you feel if you studied really hard for a test
and did really badly for it?
how would you feel if you did badly because on that day of exam you ran 2.4km for napfa and had a mental block during the exam?
how would you feel when you realise you screwed up almost every test this term?
see my wishlist? i'm way further than achieving GPA of 4
that was a dream
i'll be happy just to get 3.4 now
wth lah
that's 2Bs
chinese results suck
i shoulda have gotten like an additional 10 more marks?
stupid mental block
hate it to the core
after scoring 28/30 for chengyu test,
should i score 12/20 in the chengyu section of my paper?
after memorising the geshi for gonghan
i got only 18/20
these 2 sections supposed to get full marks lah
ROAR!
what's the use of trying to study to be smart to score better?
Charlie Gordon's a moron with an IQ of 70
and he was HAPPY
damnit.
i wish i was as blissful as he was
even though he is oblivious to everything
which is why he's so happy in the first place
i'm going nuts, with all these.
i was so sad
i actually cried in class
not those kind of bawling out
but i just couldn't help it
but, i wanna thank wilson, grace, yuhua and clara
who were all there for me
wilson actually told me his marks rather than ask for mine
grace 'massaged' my shoulders
yuhua knew to let me grieve in my own marks
clara actually brightened up my entire day right from the start
i mean, really, jubix rocks
i love them
all of them
i also wanna thank ryan,
he told me to cheer up and all
<3 o
n a much brighter note,
it was a fun day (if i hadn't gotten back my chinese paper, gosh)
in com lab, jasmine and kimberly were trying to sabotage me
thanks alot mann! =x
i actually managed to compromise with mrs vora for the mockingbird artefacts
my deadline's by monday latest
boy, am i gonna hand in my best piece of work to her!:)
Bilingual Program was slack
i was reading Flowers for Algernon
lols, the book's nice(:
i couldn't spike during training
but i could jieqiu properly(:
heh, there're pros and cons to everything
Daddy God, thank you for always being there for me
i knew you were there,
and you understood those tears rolling down my cheeks
Daddy God, you'll always be the light that shines in my life
Into your hand, I commit again
With all I am, For you Lord
You hold my world, in the palm of Your hand
And I am yours, forever
Jesus I believe in You,
Jesus I belong to You,
You're the reason that I live,
The reson that I sing,
With all I am
I'll walk with you, wherever You go
Through tears and joy, I'll trust in You
And I will live, in all of Your ways,
Your promises, forever
Jesus I believe in You,
Jesus I belong to You,
You're the reason that I live,
The reson that I sing,
With all I am
I will worship,
I will worship You.
